{Tuesday, February 15, 2005 . }

did i mention how much my dad ought to just do wad he is asked to...

my class ask me to buy yu sheng for today... i know of giant's yuseng abt $16 for abt 15 pple... so i only need to buy 2...but i was in the middle of a meeting... so i can't buy... i told my sister to do it... only to hear her say she has no money... then i told her to call home to get someone to buy it... my bro REFUSE to stop using the computer (i doubt he is doing work... he never does his work on the main comp... only on his laptop... and i heard he was using the main...) and my father just called and said... buy tmr... 7 am got open... so today i went to giant... close... cold storage close... ntuc... no stock... so bleah... i took a cab to paya lebar (on my father's suggestion) and shop and save was open... but no stock again... then i managed to buy it from 7-11 10.80 for 6 pple... i bought 2 coztt's all they have... get to sin siong (i think tt is how u spell it) to buy 2 more at 13.80 for 6 pple... so i got 4 boxes... all these while the cab is waiting... by the time i get to school... i already spent $20 on my cab... only to hear my class say they think it is too ex... and they only wan 3 boxes instead... so fine... they onli pay me not more than 40 although i spent almost 50 on the stuff and 20 on my cab... i blew this month's allowance... no money for this month... gee... wif father's like tt... who needs enemies... i mean just go buy something for ur son... it is no as if ur son wun pay u back...

new structure is out... yesterday:
CL: Jaron
Shepherds: Jaron Alvin Titus
Lennon: Jaron Titus John
Jaron: Alvin, Caleb, Yong Xian
Alvin: Kelvin
Titus: Ding Yuan (!) and Kalvin (!!!)
Current size: 9 guys (exclude Lennon)
CG focus: Evangelism

so this is the new structure... sounds very fun ite... wif immediate effect somemore... i dunno how i m gonna do this... but one thing i m sure... i need God in this... m not gonna do it alone... i can't...

Yong Xian: Yes... u had gotten on my nerves many times... but thruout this time... u had grown and it has got to a point now tt i m worse than you and me getting on ur nerves instead... thanks for choosing to mature, to want to commit... but still ur unwilling to spend more than 1 day for church is on my nerves... do something about it.. Jaron is an outstanding leader who has more to impart you than i do... and i trust tt u will continue to grow beyond yourself under the new shepherd God has appointed over you... thank God for ur responsiveness and for living your life as a testimony to all... you had taught me much more than you ever think you did...

John: congrats! your shepherd has been confirm... indeed u had been a guy who is real to wad u say and when u decided to commit u really did... now as ur shepherd is confirm is proves tt u had moved to a deeper level... now more is expected of you and i know u can fulfil wad is expected of you... Lennon is a great shepherd who really loves his sheep... it would be a great joy having him as ur shepherd... continue to trust God and him as he leads you while following God... squeeze him dry ok?

Caleb: serving under you for the past few months has been not only fun but also fulfilling... u had lead by example and taught wif actions... your new status now means there is more room for growth... and a chance to explode for God wif a new CG of ur own... continue to trust him and grow... expect more to be done thru you now...

now in computer lab... T344... lessons ended... no guys reply me abt the CGyu sheng thanks to the extra my class dun wan... may end up giving it to bing liang... today met wif ms koh and mr ong abt my absence... they suggested i see mrs wong to see wad they can do for my attendance... but first have to see mrs lee... had the yu shneg today... and angel is not tt hostile towards me... wanna slowly improve relationship wif her... this new year... i dun wan to be on hostile terms wif anybody... at least neutral...

now playing[yuan wei jue xing - quo qi]

timtitus fishing at 3:18 pm
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