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Friday, September 09, 2005
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The stage is set... the decision is made... i had struggled to make this decision for a long time... and i had decided... when the time comes... dun ask why, how, when, what... it is not betrayal.... call it cowardice... call it taking the easy way out... but it is not to me... i had thought thru a long time... and i had decided... even before all these took place i already kinda decided... just that now i had put a time to it and confirm this decision... u may have seen it coming... but well really... dun blame urself... it is me... this will hurt... as much as it will to me... u may not be able to see it form my point of view... all i ask of u is that you dun label me anything because u dun really know wad is taking place... all u see is the outside... u dunno the struggles within... u can guess u can spectulate but dun judge...
timtitus fishing at 1:47 am
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
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The day has finally come... i m no longer a teenager!!! i m 20... gee... the number 2 has finally came into my life... from now on... i m no longer a teen... i m a young adult... this revelation is kinda hard on me... but... well... this come to show one thing... time has no mercy...
every year i make an effort to affirm and appreciate the pple in my life... this yr will be different... i m not gonna do it here... just a few will be mentioned... so dun jealous ok?
DY: thanks for being there... for being a support... for being urself... i may not be the shepherd u had hoped for... but u had been a sheep tt i had hoped for...
Lennon: I m sorry for disappointing u... i m trying...
Jaron: thanks for being a brother...
Leong: thanks for being so close and really... i m sorry for not being able to be there...
SP unit: Thanks for being a blessing...
Deborah: thanks for remembering... bleah~
tt's all... hahahahaha... really... coz thisyr not much appreciation... not becoz i dun appreciate... but coz appreciation is done one to one this yr... in the gatherings i have... u will hear it... maybe not in church level... but in my frenz level... u will hear me make speech... haha...
Suat Ling had already given birth... a baby boy... so cute~
timtitus fishing at 4:48 pm
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