{Sunday, April 24, 2005 . }

sitting here inf ront off the computer... feeling very exhausted... many things have been happeneing lately... and well... i really need some time for myself now... gonna take a break and think thru many stuff...

but as a whole... things, though not moving as fast as i m expecting it to... is rather smooth sailing... to pple who are wondering... i m spiritually ok... just a little disappointed with my sheep... physically bad... have not fully recover from my illness... and judging from the time of posting u can see i m having insomnia for... duuno how long... and sigh! academically ok... i dunno my results... but can't face it... haha... financially sucky... wad else? welll emtionally low also? heehee... ok lah... not really low... just tired... all coz the body refuse to rest when it is suppose to... sigh~

Kalvin... u r dancing on my nerves... u enjoying it? get off... now... grrrrrrr

now playing[sound of the fan....]

timtitus fishing at 4:09 am
------ {Wednesday, April 20, 2005 . }

my blog is boring. period. dun try convincing me...

missed 2 days of surveying... gonna go on wed...

today is fun... met mun hong and ms jia and their gang members hong jun and diana... so sweet... so fun... i'm so boring... not feeling well so was a little fan chang (i m normally so cold singapore will start snowing... and pple wish that the person who flew to the moon not chang e but me so tt i will leave the world in peace and normal temperature)

boring...

boring...

just did my mask... feels good... smooth... but not much diff... ren chang de chou jiu shi zhe yang...

boring blog...

KL seems fun... why they no ask me... sob sob...

boring blog... bleah~

timtitus fishing at 3:03 am
------ {Thursday, April 14, 2005 . }

Tertiary service will be designed to target the average age group of 25 years old tertiary students in preparation of transiting to the professional or working group after graduation... two focuses: christian living as a tertiary student and preparation to the working class after graduation... as such, it is necessary to split from the Youth (which will comprise of secondary students and junior college students) and now called tertiary service... in this service, programming team will be lead by alan tea with ministry leaders from uni with the exception of backup singer being led by nel... the congregation must move off with unity to trust God that the congregation will grow from glory to greater glory... this is a summary of sunday's tertiary ministry meeting led by pastor jeff...

i pray that the group will grow from glory to greater glory... it would be tough... coz the average age grp meet with the uni students but poly... the entry age would generally be 17-18 and graduation age is abt 20-21 wif exceptions like me who would grad in say 24? the age grp and service planning would be very tricky... targetting our drama esp. to pple of 2 distinctive age grp... but as much as i fear, i choose to trust that God has a BIG plan for us tertiary students to win the world starting from our campus...

Sarah Toh will be leading tertiary creative arts and would be seperated from creative arts frontline of the youth... service will be done very differently from youth now and things will need time for us, esp. the poly students, to get use to... but i know God will do what is best and we, who is limited in our foresight, must trust God... so gonna pledge my alliegence to sarah to grow the tertiary creative arts for the kingdom... wonder who will be leading worship for us now... hmmm...

now playing [Priscilla Tan - It's a small small world]

timtitus fishing at 2:01 am
------ {Friday, April 08, 2005 . }

this is an official letter from the combined tissues federation of Timothy Titus:

I'm pissed... the wiring casing is falling off... and after half a day of trying to fix it... it just REFUSE to stay on the wall... adding on to this is my phones being suspeneded... till i pay my 200 phone bill... pissed... no calls at all i hate life without a phone.. i mean i like the peace... but everyone is gettin pissed by the inability to find me... i foresee leaders being pissed off with me... coz they could not get me since wednesday... i foresee friends being pissed off with me coz i'e been marked MIA... i hate this... the agony of not being able to call.. but i have to admit... i do like the peace... with nobody being able to get me... it is nice... to no need to check my phone for sms and calls... and no fears tt i m replying late and making them angry... well... now they are angry wif something else... i can picture the faces of my leaders... being very upset...

timtitus fishing at 2:27 am
------ {Monday, April 04, 2005 . }

FINDING AND TELLING
by Richard W. De Haan, Our Daily Bread


Many years ago some prospectors were panning for gold in
Montana when one of them found an unusual stone. Breaking it open,
he saw that it contained gold. Working eagerly, the men soon
discovered an abundance of the precious metal. With an unrestrained
delight they shouted, "We've found it! We've found gold! We're rich!"

Before going into town for supplies, they agreed not to tell
a soul about their find. While in town, not one of them breathed a
word about their discovery. When they were about to return to camp,
though, a group of men had gathered and were ready to follow
them. "You've found gold," the group said. "Who told you?" asked
the prospectors. "No one," they replied. "Your faces showed it!"

It's much like that when a person discovers Christ. The joy
of sins forgiven and a new relationship with Him shows on that
person's face and in His transformed life.

Those miners, of course, wanted to keep quiet about their
find, but we as Christians should be eager to let people know about
ours. Finding Christ is life's greatest discovery, and our joy
increases when we share it with others. As believers, our highest
delight is both in finding and telling.

source http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ShareNotes/

timtitus fishing at 5:14 am
------ {Sunday, April 03, 2005 . }

God works in interesting ways... i said tt i wun direct anymore unless susi ask me to do so... guess wad... now Donald ask me to direct for poly district camp... hmmm... welll i guess God wans me to do theatre for Him... gonna retract the statement... and edit it... now i wun direct unless it can further the Kingdom... this sounds better...

timtitus fishing at 12:04 am
------ {Friday, April 01, 2005 . }

it's over... after half a year... it is over... Drama Appreciation by the most wonderful Simone Khoo (if u read this... i was expecting an A...) was finally concluded wif the mini drama showcase...

kudos to christine's group esp. natasha for doing such a beautiful piece... it is tiring... and princeten... i wanna do ur role man.... it is fun... christine as well... for the great visions she has for the script and for bringing that script to life... a few special thanks...

Simone Khoo: for ur passion in theatre... it is contagious... and it has touched many of us... we love u!!!!

Faz: for the wonderful designs... u brought the characters to life... it was perfect! thanks for the designs.... and for sewing everything together...

Kim, Tong Jue: things would be missing wifout u... thanks for the additions which makes things so real...

Sock Cheng: for ur faithfulness although there is not much lights u still continue wifout complains to bring this to life...

Hidaya: Great job wif the hair... it was perfect for each character... and thanks for taking up the director's role... of coz not to mention the wonderful protrayal of the judge...

Filza, Margaret, Zhi Qing, Yanti, Shane, Shahid, Benedict, Li Ying: for bringing the script to life... esp to the ladies for such a wonderful job... guys... it would really help if u dun include the can-can... wad's wif u and the dance?

Eileen: for being a quiet support to Alicia... u had supported well...

Alicia: there is so much to thank u for... for being the most wonderful stage manager i ever had... for taking charge of this grp of noisy guys... for tolerating the harassment of the grp... for being the figure of authority... for running everything so well i need not be ard... for being such a great support to me and to the grp... for being the bestest best SM ever...

Ally: for ur affirmation and for giving me the boost i need...

God: You have a part in this... thank You so much for helping me thru... without You i would have flare up or broke down... but You kept me going on... really tahnk You for being a great support giving me the faith to carry on when everything seem so dull... and for putting together this whole thing...

seeing the drama come to pass really made me wanna cry... the whole performance worked out real well... it turned out real good... esp. christine's drama... the wonderful cast and crew... BEAUTIFUL! it was a great joy working wif my cast as well as my crew... they are great too...

we all learnt something from the module... Christine's grp wad it means to open up, to be brave enough to deny urself and really bring out the character... my cast that drama is not all abt fun but effort... i have not bite u enough mind u... my crew that drama is not all abt the actors but anyone in the crew not doing wad they should do will put the whole thing into great danger... u know how imporatnt... eileen that opening up and voicing opinions is ok... we wun bite... Alicia that it is tough being SM but everything will work out well... and it is fun... tiring but fulfilling... and it is THE best job in the whole production team... and me... thant i dun belong to directing... i may have experience... but no vision, motivation and of coz... no credibility... which explains why it is ahrd to get them to listen... not to mention my consistent late coming which the whole grp tolerated... and Alicia covering... could not do it wifout her... i should step down from directing already... wun wanna direct anymore... acting and SM... not directing... unless of coz susi ask me to do so... which i doubt will happen...

and NO this is for real... not april fool...

now playing [Speed - One More Dream]

timtitus fishing at 11:02 pm
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