{Friday, August 12, 2005 . }

Yeahoooooooooooo~ i gt 94% for my Econs! may not be the highest(coz highest is 99%) but it is results tt honours God! yeah~ Results are all back excpet ECT coz i miss 2 weeks of tt lesson... dunno wad is happening now... PM1 project will be doing by myself unless Keith not doing wif his grp and ask me to join him to do...

God has been great lookin back at all tt happened... He has saw me thru and gave me encouragement and love thru the brothers... Lennon has never stopped caring for me and tt simple pat on my shoulder made me feel so loved in the midst of trouble and gloomy days... The brothers had stood by me and tolerated with my moodiness and feelings...

God spoke to me the other day at HQ... saw a dog... it ran freely around playing wif the other dogs... but when the other dogs left with their owner... THE dog followed them and its owner ran after it calling it back while THE dog ignored and carry on chasing the other dogs... THE dog's owner caught up wif THE dog and chain it up wif the lash... then God dropped the following in my heart...
Sometimes you are like this dog and i really have no choice but to chain you and test you to bring you back and to make sure you don't go too far on the wrong track.
God challenged me to obey even if i dun understand why i m going thru somethings... it may hurt sometimes but it is all to mould me and help me grow... I was reminded of how a shepherd will break the leg of the sheep when the sheep gets out of control... however, the shepherd will carry it by its side making him the most intimate with him... and it is such with God... when we undergo difficulties, we are the most intimate with Him for He will carry us by His side...

I'm sleepy... and in 20 days time i will be 20! i m old...
Sings: Jesus I m Twenty... ...

now playing - hillsong so you would come

timtitus fishing at 2:13 pm
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