{Monday, February 28, 2005 . }

here i am in school waiting for the lesson to start...

the day has come... today is the O level results announcement date... (sinister laughter)hahahahahahahahahaha... ok i mean i gone thru the excitement and trauma on 2002 and now, like evry year, new batches of students will go thru the same thing... onli to realise it is nothing at all... JAE starts as well which means surveying starts.. outreach momentum starts... cannot stop... look foward...

this sat is high sch trnasfer... God we need guys!!!

timtitus fishing at 12:31 pm
------ {Thursday, February 24, 2005 . }

this is fun... march is coming and the plan is at hand...everything is prepared for the harvest... God... help me to have the burden for the pple...

Game Plan:
28th Feb-2 Mar: JAE outreach thru surveying
3rd Mar: Unit MCG
5th Mar: Yth 3rd Svc, HS transfer
9th Mar: Transfer Celebration CG
10th Mar: MCG
17th Mar: ECG
24th Mar: MCG
26th Mar: ESS Easter Svc (Goal:6)

SP Academic Calander is out also:
Orientation: 23/5-28/5
Sem1 Term1: 30/5-23/7
Sem1 Term2: 1/8-17/9
Sem2 Term3: 31/10-24/12
Sem2 Term4: 3/1/-16/4

having a lesson now... very slow paced... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... mun hong justcalled saying felix saw me in TP... hahaha...

timtitus fishing at 1:28 pm
------ {Tuesday, February 15, 2005 . }

did i mention how much my dad ought to just do wad he is asked to...

my class ask me to buy yu sheng for today... i know of giant's yuseng abt $16 for abt 15 pple... so i only need to buy 2...but i was in the middle of a meeting... so i can't buy... i told my sister to do it... only to hear her say she has no money... then i told her to call home to get someone to buy it... my bro REFUSE to stop using the computer (i doubt he is doing work... he never does his work on the main comp... only on his laptop... and i heard he was using the main...) and my father just called and said... buy tmr... 7 am got open... so today i went to giant... close... cold storage close... ntuc... no stock... so bleah... i took a cab to paya lebar (on my father's suggestion) and shop and save was open... but no stock again... then i managed to buy it from 7-11 10.80 for 6 pple... i bought 2 coztt's all they have... get to sin siong (i think tt is how u spell it) to buy 2 more at 13.80 for 6 pple... so i got 4 boxes... all these while the cab is waiting... by the time i get to school... i already spent $20 on my cab... only to hear my class say they think it is too ex... and they only wan 3 boxes instead... so fine... they onli pay me not more than 40 although i spent almost 50 on the stuff and 20 on my cab... i blew this month's allowance... no money for this month... gee... wif father's like tt... who needs enemies... i mean just go buy something for ur son... it is no as if ur son wun pay u back...

new structure is out... yesterday:
CL: Jaron
Shepherds: Jaron Alvin Titus
Lennon: Jaron Titus John
Jaron: Alvin, Caleb, Yong Xian
Alvin: Kelvin
Titus: Ding Yuan (!) and Kalvin (!!!)
Current size: 9 guys (exclude Lennon)
CG focus: Evangelism

so this is the new structure... sounds very fun ite... wif immediate effect somemore... i dunno how i m gonna do this... but one thing i m sure... i need God in this... m not gonna do it alone... i can't...

Yong Xian: Yes... u had gotten on my nerves many times... but thruout this time... u had grown and it has got to a point now tt i m worse than you and me getting on ur nerves instead... thanks for choosing to mature, to want to commit... but still ur unwilling to spend more than 1 day for church is on my nerves... do something about it.. Jaron is an outstanding leader who has more to impart you than i do... and i trust tt u will continue to grow beyond yourself under the new shepherd God has appointed over you... thank God for ur responsiveness and for living your life as a testimony to all... you had taught me much more than you ever think you did...

John: congrats! your shepherd has been confirm... indeed u had been a guy who is real to wad u say and when u decided to commit u really did... now as ur shepherd is confirm is proves tt u had moved to a deeper level... now more is expected of you and i know u can fulfil wad is expected of you... Lennon is a great shepherd who really loves his sheep... it would be a great joy having him as ur shepherd... continue to trust God and him as he leads you while following God... squeeze him dry ok?

Caleb: serving under you for the past few months has been not only fun but also fulfilling... u had lead by example and taught wif actions... your new status now means there is more room for growth... and a chance to explode for God wif a new CG of ur own... continue to trust him and grow... expect more to be done thru you now...

now in computer lab... T344... lessons ended... no guys reply me abt the CGyu sheng thanks to the extra my class dun wan... may end up giving it to bing liang... today met wif ms koh and mr ong abt my absence... they suggested i see mrs wong to see wad they can do for my attendance... but first have to see mrs lee... had the yu shneg today... and angel is not tt hostile towards me... wanna slowly improve relationship wif her... this new year... i dun wan to be on hostile terms wif anybody... at least neutral...

now playing[yuan wei jue xing - quo qi]

timtitus fishing at 3:18 pm
------ {Sunday, February 13, 2005 . }

at the rate my bro is using the comp... i can forget abt updating my blg regularly...

yesterday celebrated Kelvin b'day... so stupid the air con make until the candles canot stay lit up... sigh... poor lennon has to keep dragging for me... haha...

today is the fifth day of the lunar new year... and tis year's harvest is bad... by the time i give CBF (wich is not the full) and HQ fund and tithe... pay my hp... i m left with NOTHING!!!

gee...

anywayz... happy lunar new year...

timtitus fishing at 12:00 pm
------ {Friday, February 04, 2005 . }

it is feb already?!?! where did the month go?

i just had a hair cut... bought 3 shirts, 1 jeans and a pair of shoes... survived thru the month wif real bad attendence and the start of term test... so this is Jan in a summary...

the beginning of feb is real bad...

2 days ago... i pissed of Jaron and Jason and Yang Zhou... brought them to walk ard far east suppose to get a haircut... at the end... nothing... feel really bad... at least the latter 2 got their stuff... Jaron left empty handed... i really feel bad... now also dun really ask him out already... coz... i scared i might piss him further...today first time guys only caregrp... and i screw up the worship... did not really control the flow and well... the worship is not ministering... or is it my life gt prob... tt i cannot lead a ministering worship... Wad is wrong? sigh~

Yong Xian and John are getting on my nerves... i mean... i really wan them to grow and be responsive... why can't they see the eternal stuff... why do they alwyas put temporal stuff first... Yong Xian i kept tellin him... gonna give him a piece of my mind this sat during shepherding... John... well i find it hard to meet him and follow up on him... wad is wrong wif me... can't seem to be doing much and these small things i also cannot do it well... pissin my leaders off wif my latecoming and my absence and also being hard to contact...

let's be open... a while ago... i was thinking if i should go back to my first church... the one tt i go before i convert... they are building up their student's ministry and outreach... this is the story in brief: i was back there wif my grams on sun some time back and while she is having her mandarin service... i was wondering the compund till i reach the multi-purpose hall of their church... then i saw them having a little carnival... and from the posters and stuff tt they put up and wad their leaders said... it can be seen tt they are turning their focus from family church setting to youth evangelism... then this thought suddenly came into my mind... since i know so much... why not help them... and knowing me... i always allow my thoughts to drift... till the idea of going back and helping them came up... i dunno... i love it here... so i m gonna do more for God here... it is just a thought... bleah~

not sleeping tonight... coz i need to be up early in the morning... gonna go parkway buy breakfast... then go to sch... take my BSI test then go for my Gems then go out wif my fren after evax wif caleb and grp... so i must stay awake... and while i m doing tt... i edited my blog layout... nice rite? my dog cute rite... can feed it... but dun over do it... might change it soon... to cat or penguin... haha...

the song i m listening to now makes me wanna laugh sometimes... listen carefully to its first line when u gt a chance to... "woke up early this morning made my coffin like i always do" (Kimberly Locke 8th World Wonder)... change song liao...

now playing{Charmed OST How Soon Is Now - Love Spit Love}

timtitus fishing at 4:25 am
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