{Tuesday, August 30, 2005 . }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHEN WONG DING YUAN!!!

i gt the surname correct right?

Well today u turn 20... the day when u leave aside teenage years and step into adulthood... today u mature 1 more year both physically and mentally...

indeed in this past year that i've known u... u had been a very encouraging brother who has never failed to bring a smile to anybody's face... i had seen you grow from a person who had external interest to now someone who had given a lot of time and focus on the Kingdom of God... you had matured and grown... taking care of a sheep (although one tt always goes missing) and supporting Jaron in SP1... you had matured a lot and really all who had worked with you found you to be a blessing...

i had learnt a lot from you in these past few months when u r my sheep... you had taught me to mature and helped me to grow in wisdom... i may not been the best shepherd but you had been a very encouraging and supportive sheep... u had supported me and listened to me whine so many times... u had supplied my needs almost without any grumble and complains... u almost became like my shepherd... haha... but u really had been a great brother who had never failed to make my day...

wanna thank God for you on this special day for all you've done for Him, the unit and for me... thank God for your life... for being such a great testimony for the guys... showing others that the guys group is not always playful and childish... thank God for shining like a beacon in many occasion...

encourage you to continue to shine for him as He continues to bless you abundantly... Sebastian is the start... God will add into your flock as long as you continue to serve Him and love Him... really desire to go deeper to Him no matter what happens... It is between you and God... continue to be a testimony

Happy Birthday... may you always be filled with His joy and peace... may His blessings be so abundant... may His love surround you everyday... may your everyday be memorable becoz it is used to extend His Kingdom and fulfil His purpose... have a blessed and fruitful year ahead!

timtitus fishing at 11:26 pm
------ {Friday, August 12, 2005 . }

Yeahoooooooooooo~ i gt 94% for my Econs! may not be the highest(coz highest is 99%) but it is results tt honours God! yeah~ Results are all back excpet ECT coz i miss 2 weeks of tt lesson... dunno wad is happening now... PM1 project will be doing by myself unless Keith not doing wif his grp and ask me to join him to do...

God has been great lookin back at all tt happened... He has saw me thru and gave me encouragement and love thru the brothers... Lennon has never stopped caring for me and tt simple pat on my shoulder made me feel so loved in the midst of trouble and gloomy days... The brothers had stood by me and tolerated with my moodiness and feelings...

God spoke to me the other day at HQ... saw a dog... it ran freely around playing wif the other dogs... but when the other dogs left with their owner... THE dog followed them and its owner ran after it calling it back while THE dog ignored and carry on chasing the other dogs... THE dog's owner caught up wif THE dog and chain it up wif the lash... then God dropped the following in my heart...
Sometimes you are like this dog and i really have no choice but to chain you and test you to bring you back and to make sure you don't go too far on the wrong track.
God challenged me to obey even if i dun understand why i m going thru somethings... it may hurt sometimes but it is all to mould me and help me grow... I was reminded of how a shepherd will break the leg of the sheep when the sheep gets out of control... however, the shepherd will carry it by its side making him the most intimate with him... and it is such with God... when we undergo difficulties, we are the most intimate with Him for He will carry us by His side...

I'm sleepy... and in 20 days time i will be 20! i m old...
Sings: Jesus I m Twenty... ...

now playing - hillsong so you would come

timtitus fishing at 2:13 pm
------ {Wednesday, August 03, 2005 . }

July is over... count down 1 month to my birthday... although i dun really like celebrating birthdays for personal reasons... well... i m counting down...

July has been a bad month for me... hectic schedules and stuff... a little updating...

grandpa is better... now in high dependency ward instead of SICU which means things should be improving... i ain't a nurse... i'm hoping and praying...

my greenwave project is finally done but seeing how rich NP is tt they can afford the small car drove ard the golf course (dunno wad it is called) and a treadmill and generator and a WC system and blah blah blah... the whole place filled wif NP entries... well... i really dunno if i can get anything... SP onli had 2 submission when i went... me and yaoyang... my other prjects also completed...

had my term test and it was very disappointing... results so far:
PMM:66 PM1:55 Econs:?? ECT:??
very disappointing...

new wave of projects... Econs, PM1, PMM and CT... not to mention my CRS which is due soon and VERY soon... sigh~

I'm tired... back and arm aching... and i feel bad... physically tired...

now playing [sarah brightman - free]

timtitus fishing at 11:09 am
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